INSECURITIES

Sometimes I tend to feel insecure for no apparent reason

Whenever I see you online and never get to see your text

My mind gets filled with some wild thoughts when I 

Think of the man who takes all your attention.

Other times I tend to get jealous for no reason

As I swipe right through your status and see you

Posing for some cool photos with your friends having fun

Just for me to wish I was right there next to you.

It usually hits different at the back of my mind

To realize that I might not get a piece of your love

Probably cause you are too way out of my league

And it's no doubt that the truth will always hurt.

CHOICES

 Got into a wrong relationship
And made some horrible promises
Cause they made you believe love is a beautiful thing
And if lucky you will end up getting married 
Raise your own family and have a couple kids.

Time goes by
But you still feel empty inside
Little did you know you've been used
But you're still stuck in the same union
With the hope of "things will get better"

You eventually lose hope
And get to a point of no return
You decide enough is enough
You call some shots and call it to quit
Only to realize you were blinded by love
And all the time you spent has gone to waste.

(C) writings By Elton

NEW DAY

You might not have noticed it
You might not have seen it
But with you came some healing
You healed me from the past.

You taught me self-love
And that I should put myself first
Before anybody else that I love
Before things turn from worse to worst

You showed me that there existed love
A kind of love that's beyond just loving
The one kind of love that's pure and true
The true one that everyone is looking forward to having

You gave me a clue
To something that I could hold on to
A brighter tomorrow full of hope
Without worrying about any kind slope.

WORTHY

I wouldn't want to be nobody
To somebody who will turn on a blind eye
But I would rather be somebody
Who will always cross someone's mind

Things might change between us
Despite the strong bond between us
But one thing for sure
My love for you will never fade away

I know that you've been looking for a superman
Someone who will always be there for you
Someone to lean on during bad days
Someone who you could hold tight during cold nights.

Promising you the whole universe
And forget to give you what you deserve
Has become a cliché today
And a girl like you deserve more than just empty words.

GOODBYES

"We can't be together anymore"
Those were the last words you said to me
And no matter how hard I tried to ignore
They just keep coming back to me.

All I ever wanted was to feel special
To feel like am the only drop of water in the desert
Cause what we shared was so celestial
Unfortunately I ended up being deserted

You promised "me and you forever"
In any kind of stormy weather
And that you wouldn't trade me for nothing
Cause to you silver and gold mean nothing.

I have never been hurt like this before
It even hurts me more to know I can't beg you anymore
To be the kind of girl that you used to be
You can just go ahead and replace me.

(C) Elton

TURN BACK THE CLOCK 🕞

All my dreams faded away
The moment we went astray
And it pains to know we couldn't last forever
Only wishing I was right for you.

I wish I could turn back the clock
And amend all my past mistakes
Hoping we could start all over again
But I know all will just be in vain.

I was blinded by your love
Which made me unable to get over you
Your memories are still stuck inside my mind
Cause what we had so dear.

You always made me feel at home
You gave me no reason to roam
Little did I know it wasn't meant to last forever
Since good things never last forever.

JEALOUS…

JEALOUS…:
He doesn't like...
The way they look at you
Every time he's around you
He knows their motives
All they want is a piece of your love
He's a little jealous.

He knows you like attention
Every time you walk around
You enjoy turning every man's head
And become a center of attraction

He knows you are a charming girl
And everybody else know it too
But he doesn't want to feel insecure
Every moment he's not around you
He doesn't need to worry about you
Cause he's a little jealous